Myself

As I woke up in the morning
All I saw of myself was nothing.
I looked in the mirror
And I realized that I was ugly.

The face in the mirror was not myself.
I was fat, short and ugly.

I tried hard to smile,
But my smile faded away.
Me, myself and I -
I looked horrible.

I told myself that I was not pretty.
I felt pity.

Something was wrong,
But I have to be strong.
I wanted to be someone else
But I realized that I have to be
Myself.

People told me I was fat
But that’s just their facts.
Even if I was ugly,
I have a motive - 
I realized in the end
I wanted to be
Myself.

I am pretty
And I don’t feel pity.

Nary Ngoc Emma Edmonds-Yap